October 2009
132 posts
Falling
im back to being that falling angel
the angel that fell from the sky
i do not wish to die
yet im falling
and sooner or later
ill hit the ground
ill lay there alone
all the troubles
all the issues
all the people i have hurt
wont hurt no more
so im falling
falling from it all
have u ever been stabbed before?
the feeling of a knife into ur flesh
is a stinging sensation that overcomes
ur whole entire body
what makes everyone so insecure to have to stab someone
theres a difference when it comes to cutting
urself
and being stabbed
cutting urself allows u too infict the pain on urself
as when getting stabbed
the pain is inflicted on u without ur permission
omg chuck kisses a girl that guy next Gossip Girl
so i really want to take a chance at acting
i remember being in school plays and loving to act i could memorize everyones lines and i would love to take on the big roles and even if i got a small role i made sure i made myself noticable and that that part was the biggest and best part of the play i know that if i did get a chance to act in movies or tv i would put my all into it and make sure that people see me for my talent and not the fun...
i miss being in front of the camera
i miss just being able to show people that im good at posing and modleing even if its just amature but i just love to pose and do things that make me feel good i have this picture that hangs on my frineds wal of all three of us singing and perfoming and i love to see myself happy it makes me feel liek i found my purpose in life
recorded OTH and Gossip Girl now im watching them
johnlavalley:
(via brown3y3s)
me too! i just got home from tucson, amanda, april, and me saw WHIP IT! finally! it was sooooo good!
i still havent seen it but i want to, and i’m already alomost down with OTH i cant wait to see what happens this season in both shows i actually like OTH without lucas and peyton
recorded OTH and Gossip Girl now im watching them
optimusrhyme:
Closer; Nine Inch Nails.
gosh...
mikey-v:
Black Eyed Peas - “Meet me halfway”
...
well its off to bed for me i wanted to see if i could wait to hear from my boyfriend but i guess not JOHN GO CHECK UR MYSPACE I LOVE U night everyone
E>IM JUST A LIL BOSSY
and all u people who have a problem with it
oh well
i get it now
lalalalalala
wearetheweirdos:
Air // Playground Love
I’m a...
ugh
i feel so bad i didnt pick up my phone when my boyfriend called dam i really wanted to hear from him and my fuckin phone was on silent ugh JOHN I MISS YOU
